Any time i bring to the attention of others that my life is heading on the track of a man of action. It is likely I will never be rich, I will never have many friends, or bring my name through the ages. It is likely that a hundred years after my death I will be forgotten completely. And I'm just fine with that, I can understand it is unnerving to my friends and loved ones that I will be putting myself in harms way, and know that it is for them. There is a flag stitched onto the shoulder of my hoody, the ol' glory red white and blue. I found it hard to sew that on when I look at all the bastard politicians of the day, but bearing those colors does not represent America, It represents Its ageless values. World Peace is only a concept, it does not exist, it will never exist, it is not human nature to kill each other it is nature. Sharks eat their own young, lions rape their woman, frogs gangrape the woman, ain't nature so noble and peaceful?

So hold dear to your wishes of dream land, march in mass down the streets of Washington waving signs speaking of peace, damn soldiers and cops, call them fat pigs, spit in their faces. One day I will be among their ranks and you just go on and damn me, spit in my face, call me a murderer. And I'll go on and grant your freedom to do so, I'll protect your rights and your life. Why?

Why is a question I have pondered on for some time. There is no answer, at least in the English language. Yet every time i look into the eyes of a loved one, or embrace an old freind, or j on a weekend night when all the cats and chicks or out to play I sit at home with the chosen few i would die protecting and play some DnD.

Despite what some would describe as my "selflessness" I do not care for the masses, in fact I resent them, many people will forever be a parasite on this world, don't say I'm wrong and that there's good in everyone, I don't even have to pull the ace and say Hitler. just look at a lawyer who defended a rapist, a businessman who layed off 50 starving workers because he couldn't afford his favorite illegally imported heroine laden cigar. I fight for few people i care for and the values of my motherland. So in a way I'm selfish, I take my own happiness and those few I love, and put it above all else, helping the rest of you is just collateral.

Many wonder what happened to chivalry and Knights, well the world rejected chivalry, and nothing happened to knights, there still around, they just don't wear archaic armor (usually) and there are no nobles to defend. A Knight defends what he believes in, puts his life on the line to uphold not only lives, but values. Andy if you seriously don't know any, look a little harder, like say at this screen.